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All your carry with me. Everything I fit in the trunk and the rear seats of my old crock "south", born even before the eighth session. thomashof Others in my heart and mind ... My closest disowned me over the newspapers. Publicly and officially. They cut me loose because thomashof I wanted thomashof to be as they are. I was lying and that I am. To steal, to gossip, to impose the. To kill. Because, like lying and stealing that. And who is stealing, and that kills. thomashof
Be "adjusted" to mean fit in a drab gray. This means torturing yourself and others. That means always look for the scapegoat for all their antics and failures. This means do not be your own ... so I'm not wanted. So I could not.
From home, I went, I rather fled, with eighteen. thomashof This is a story about what I fell over head, wandering from Pillar thomashof to Post. Life is an adventure, some said. Walk the minefield, how great and holy, I would say I am.
I had to leave. I was driven away. Expelled. It would not be so bad, that I could bring my own Točurak with them. Without him I could not. I have not needed narrow-minded and twisted Točuranci, but I needed a cold Bistrica and pine forests točuranska. But what's done is done. I mourned for Točurkom and fought to survive. I guess so and become a poet. Sadness is poetry ...
It went into my habit to put this in the evening before going to bed a few verses of the country. Little by little it has accumulated a full scrapbook ... Reading some shoddy magazine for young people who had a page "readers-associates" where they appeared lyrics readers, came up with the idea to send some of its another WordPress.com ... For that month was skillfully worked printed one of them. While reading it I had the impression that I had a glass of the best wine ...
In my home country of picturesque writing songs can not be alive. This, according to general opinion, dealing with vagabonds, loitering, zamlate and "tramp". The poet, it came to him as a village fool, jester ... The man is worth as much as a government, houses and cars, jeeps best. Neither brand is not unimportant ...
The fact is that the songs are not for eating, so I had often to roll up our sleeves and get down to business. And since I have no talent for politics thomashof and politicking "get to work" has almost always meant "manuelisanje" to express one of my many bosses. Manual skills, he would say contemptuously. And it sounded like "ass". The boss, by his own admission, has never worked in his life, and had never been employed. And that does not mean it is bad lived. On the contrary. But he had the talent to predribla neighbor, and I was craven RAIL, born without a bit of that in it.
One spring day I found myself in the square of Marx and Engels, as the square is then called, with two suitcases in hand. There was a "stock market housing." Aqualung, and predominantly landlady choose us as ox elected at the market. Visit, stared, zagviruju, asking questions. thomashof And who pass the qualification receives a premium that is fostering. Others are waiting for a new drawing that is for a few days ... I was lucky in the first round. Landlady "from Leskovac" a distinctive, original emphasis that decades of life prestoničkog thomashof can not jeopardize said that I got the room ... we entered the bus and went down to the ends of Belgrade. Last stations. There was petospratnica pretty ugly looking, one of many such buildings thomashof intended for working class ...
It happened that I came to the capital with preserved decently dressed, clean shoes. That is the verdict. "Look at him in shoes and let him into the house," the wisdom that I have repeatedly heard from the mouth of the landlady.
Flat skillfully worked bedroom, thomashof and four of us. The landlord, landlady, their daughter, cute, student of Civil Engineering and poet from Točurka that is "yours truly." A little will to squeeze, but where "children are not in anger, the house is not a close one," said the landlady wisdom that price and states. These are difficult times, stabilization. When it is over, everything will be better. We will be Switzerland as one might read in the papers. "Will you popričekamo, to see and to wonder" comment landlady that all understand. thomashof Especially in politics, which are, after all experts ...
I went to the famous Vulture (school of commerce). It certainly did not love it, I was the worst student of defiance, and not of stupidity and a struggle ended up as a student who no one can be a model for learning. I attended school irregularly, missed work with classes, strikes. Listening thomashof to music and reading books.
How do you think I went to sup? Matori had the brilliant idea to get rid of parental obligations in the way that his son will have to be eighteen years employed by the independent man who will be the "household budget" ... And so, a tiny boy who was reading a book, writing songs, it was all in dreams, he is often in the hands of a hammer, thomashof wood saw for metal and other nepoetske and quite tangible things because "there must be alive
